What a great and fruitful week it has been! I have found myself swimming in the process (and slight obsession) with this creative project starting with the word “Home” and have been playing around with all sorts of things. Different approaches to drawing I have found myself focusing on, and some very interesting writing sessions have brought out all manner of ideas.
Having the time and energy to give to fully jumping into this exploration I have found myself brimming with ideas, thoughts, insights an energy! What a whole lot to handle! The biggest, and most unexpected learning that has come out of this ongoing project, is learning, inch by inch, how to unleash and then try to tame this wild beast that appears to be creativity!
These ups and downs have brought me more and more in tune with listening to a part of myself I don’t think I have ever really heard before. Where as in the past this struggle to define and battle to fully comprehend what was going on would have worried me deeply and blinded me with frustration, there is a certain flow beginning to take hold.
It also appears I am becoming friends with this relentlessly reflective part of me that I have berated for so long. This. Feels. Wonderful.
So… on to some documentation of my experimenting. I have a whole heap of bits I have been playing with, and would like to drip bits out over the next week while I carry on working. Having this as a space to gather my thoughts and record what I have been doing, learning, feeling, hoping and reflecting upon I wish to utilise more. In trusting that what I am doing has value as a process I say well done and thank you to it by giving it space to breath here away from my papers and books.
Drawing With Found Homeware and Objects and Bleach.
Found Objects: Coffee Shop Stirrers and Deli Cocktail Sticks. Household Bleach.
Found Home Objects: Vintage Kitchen Utensils.
Process: Getting stuck in (in well ventilated room!) with AO piece of browny-gold paper (found at Scrapstore)
Close up – Materials make delicate, natural looking marks on the paper. I enjoyed the surprising result of how rigid mark making tools and harmful bleach make organic shapes. The beauty of finding things through the process! It took some teeth gritting to not control this process too much trying to make it look like some “thing”.
Interestingly, upon reflection, I recall how more at “home” I have always felt out of door sat amongst long grasses in the field next to my child home, in my allotment, on beaches, out of sight of houses and often people…
Deeply in this process. Amazing.
Drawing With Heat on Receipts.
Household Receipts – Using Utensils (above) with hairdryer.
Texture and Layers.
Small, unintended details.